Help me Ya Allah...

All praises are for You Allah, how I hope that You are there.
For sinful
though I know I am, your displeasure I can not bear.
Never, till this
moment, did I realize how much I've strayed.
Never, till now, was I more
conscious of all those times when I should have prayed.
For sins are like
heavy baggage, that one carries through Life, the airport.
Why didn't I
realize sooner, that Earth is but a place of sport?
Ya Allah ! Forgive me.
Save me from the fire of Hell.
Forgive me as You did my parents, from Jan'ah
though they fell.
Ya Allah ! Protect me. From myself for my soul is weak.
Let me not falter ever, for Jan'ah is the abode I seek.
Ya, Allah!
Please help me. For I don't understand and thus, I fear.
What happened to
all those moments when I never doubted that You were near ?
My actions once
were guided, by my faith which, once, was strong.
Ya Allah! please guide me.
What happened, what went wrong ?
Each footstep that I used to take, I took
with You ever near my side.
The Qur'an was my faithful companion,
Rasulullah s.a.w. my beloved guide.
How I yearn for those bygone days Allah, for I
know that the day comes near
When we'll each receive our just rewards, and
Truth will stand sparkling clear.
Life is like a spider's web Allah. We get
caught in its tricky snare
So thoroughly are we disillusioned, time for
solat we can not spare.
I sit here and I wonder, Ya Allah! Why did I fall so
low ?
What happened to my faith Allah? Where did my Iman go?
In this
earthly life of ours, so often does sin seem right.
Falsehood seems to be
the truth, as if days are confused with night.
Human is an imperfect creature.
And thus, human shall always wrong.
For the road to Jan'ah is rocky, and the
journey seems awfully long.
Ya Allah ! Our creator, we are all just pieces
of clay.
Please help us with our steps in life, and let us not lose our way.
All praises are for You Allah, I know that You are near.
I know that You
have read my heart, and my words I know You hear.

Malaysia Decides 2008...

Actually, I don't want to write about politics in my blog but today I have changed my mind because last night's results really stunned me!

I am sure Malaysians awoke today ( Sunday) to the biggest sea-change in politics in almost 40 years. It feels Malaysia is a whole new country.

And of course the results came as a shock not just to BN but also the Opposition.

You see, BN leaders and the media expected the wind of change to come to Penang and Kedah but they missed out on Selangor, certainly the jewel in the crown for the opposition this time around. While BN managed to keep Ganu ( although coalition loses more seats to PAS) and will form the next government, BN failed to recapture Kelantan. PAS has strengthened its hold on Kelantan with almost clean sweep of the state.

MCA is the biggest loser ( see what happen to Penang ) while MIC failed badly too with its top leadership rejected by the voters. ( Semua tahu sape kan yg dimaksudkan). I've read in the newspaper this morning, before the official results being announced, DS Samy Velle put on a brave support as feedback came from his supporters that he had lost his parliamentary seat. He told them he was going home for a bath and did not return.

"Jangan over confident..nanti memakan diri !!!"

BN will obviously be in a serious postmortem from today.

In the end of the day, however the clear winner was the democratic systems in Malaysia!

But remember....always friendship, never politics.

Anger at Work

I know I have not created a blog in a long time. I was just so busy with things going on in my life, that I haven't had the time to create one. So, here is my latest blog about what has been happening with me at work with certain people.........

What can I say, when you care about your job, it can be frustrating to see others "hanya kuat kritik orang lain & mengampu" all day when they are supposed to be working. Even more frustrating is when their "laziness", "kipasness" & "blurness" bogs down your performance.

Mmmmmmmm................................... never mind........

Most people don't want to think & talk a lod about negative matters. So do I. Sabar jelah!

P/S: Oh ya, there's nothing wrong with your screen or computer. I'm experimenting with new looks for this blog....ada pink pink pun layan jelah!!!!!